Leaving on a Jet Plane...
Tomorrow (Friday) I depart for Seattle. Leaving Olivia at home with the cat sitter and Toby at Johnny's house with him and his dog Luci. I'll be back next Wednesday and I might blog while I'm up there, we'll see. Depends on how badly I want to a) dial in and b) lug my laptop up there. I could use my Aunt's computer I guess. It's nice having your own with you though.
I leave with some uncertainty about where my feelings lay about two individuals right now. One person I didn't spend very much time with but I liked them very much, they are very similar to the kind of person I am. So the question I ponder is will I see this person or not. I'm not sure if I can or if I should because I'm afraid of the outcome. I'm afraid to press the issue really. So I leave that ball in their court.
The second person was a whirlwind of like and agressiveness, then awkward situations all in a day. Too much too soon. I'm not sure if I feel this person is rude, or misunderstood. I'm not sure if I was rude or misunderstood either. Very confused emotions. I think I might have like towards this person but I refuse to admit any like until I figure out where it lays, self preservation and all that. When I come back I will hopefully find resolution or closure on that issue. I'm confused about this person too because not sure what to think or feel, all I know is I feel that something needs to happen still. Other shoe has to drop, so to speak.
These people make me think. But I'm not sure what to think. I'm not sure if there is a person yet to come either. I don't think I'm going to worry about it anyway. Overthinking can make you crazy. So therefore I lay it out, then I move on to another topic.
This week's Love Horrorscope said:
4/25/2004 to 5/1/2004
Your hot, aggressive and can dazzle everyone with your sexual charisma. Don't wait for someone to pick you, if you feel an attraction towards someone let that person know exactly how you feel.
I'm not sure if that's good advice, some guys like agressive, some don't. Although agressive seemed to be a mix of good and bad for me this week. I am an agressive person though, not always but I can be when I am interested in someone and I would expect that whoever I wind up with will appreciate that quality in me.
I'm generally very discreet about my personal thoughts on things, but I like that I can post some thoughts about anonymous persons that most likely do not read my blog.
I leave with some uncertainty about where my feelings lay about two individuals right now. One person I didn't spend very much time with but I liked them very much, they are very similar to the kind of person I am. So the question I ponder is will I see this person or not. I'm not sure if I can or if I should because I'm afraid of the outcome. I'm afraid to press the issue really. So I leave that ball in their court.
The second person was a whirlwind of like and agressiveness, then awkward situations all in a day. Too much too soon. I'm not sure if I feel this person is rude, or misunderstood. I'm not sure if I was rude or misunderstood either. Very confused emotions. I think I might have like towards this person but I refuse to admit any like until I figure out where it lays, self preservation and all that. When I come back I will hopefully find resolution or closure on that issue. I'm confused about this person too because not sure what to think or feel, all I know is I feel that something needs to happen still. Other shoe has to drop, so to speak.
These people make me think. But I'm not sure what to think. I'm not sure if there is a person yet to come either. I don't think I'm going to worry about it anyway. Overthinking can make you crazy. So therefore I lay it out, then I move on to another topic.
This week's Love Horrorscope said:
4/25/2004 to 5/1/2004
Your hot, aggressive and can dazzle everyone with your sexual charisma. Don't wait for someone to pick you, if you feel an attraction towards someone let that person know exactly how you feel.
I'm not sure if that's good advice, some guys like agressive, some don't. Although agressive seemed to be a mix of good and bad for me this week. I am an agressive person though, not always but I can be when I am interested in someone and I would expect that whoever I wind up with will appreciate that quality in me.
I'm generally very discreet about my personal thoughts on things, but I like that I can post some thoughts about anonymous persons that most likely do not read my blog.
