Getting Better
Okay the initial shame of the weekend has burned away since I spoke to many many folks who were there who all reassured me that I didn't do anything dumb or say anything particularly stupid. I was just wasted. So that's cool. I guess as everyone said it's not like I do this all the time so best to not repeat the scenario. That way I won't get the reputation of being the lushy girl at the party, unlike other folks I know! Heh.
My mood's improving too. I called this program at work to make a therapy appt for myself. I'm in the mood to re-evaulate my life right now and I think this is a good step to take. I still think on and off about moving up to the city and how much easier that would make things for me socially since I'd be close to home when I go out and have crazy nights. Having to get home that night or the next day is hard to impossible at times. It would make life easier in that sense but I do love where I live, its so nice and convenient. I also save a lot of money living here in rent/gas etc. In fact I think if I lived in the city I'd be out almost every night since it would be easier for me to get out and about with friends. I definitely don't think that would be a plus considering.
I'm still feeling a little under the weather from the weekend but I'm rapidly improving. My high school buddy Dave's over and we're going to go see the Stepford Wives and eat popcorn. I started Weight Watchers last week and so far it's been good, except I used up 8.5 points on White Wine this weekend then blew 21.5 points on my most favorite snack of all, Squid Tubes from Tapioca Express. Man I love that stuff! It was my hangover food yesterday. I am down a little bit in weight already and my goal is to lose 12 lbs. I only get 20 pts a day to spend on food so suffice to say the first two days were pretty painful to adjust to. I get 35 flex points a week to spend and with my squid, wine and the bad stuff I ate at BFD I'm down to only 5 pts left to spend until Thursday when they reset. I think I can make it!
Anyway, just a quick post to say I'm Okay. And thanks to C, for posting the spa suggestion. I'm going to go get another facial this week, that will definitely make me feel better! I like how my funks only last hours now instead of days. Such a vast improvement from earlier times in my life. It shows progress I guess. Oh and Dave said while the photos weren't the most flattering of me, I didn't look like a fat slob. Thanks Dave!
My mood's improving too. I called this program at work to make a therapy appt for myself. I'm in the mood to re-evaulate my life right now and I think this is a good step to take. I still think on and off about moving up to the city and how much easier that would make things for me socially since I'd be close to home when I go out and have crazy nights. Having to get home that night or the next day is hard to impossible at times. It would make life easier in that sense but I do love where I live, its so nice and convenient. I also save a lot of money living here in rent/gas etc. In fact I think if I lived in the city I'd be out almost every night since it would be easier for me to get out and about with friends. I definitely don't think that would be a plus considering.
I'm still feeling a little under the weather from the weekend but I'm rapidly improving. My high school buddy Dave's over and we're going to go see the Stepford Wives and eat popcorn. I started Weight Watchers last week and so far it's been good, except I used up 8.5 points on White Wine this weekend then blew 21.5 points on my most favorite snack of all, Squid Tubes from Tapioca Express. Man I love that stuff! It was my hangover food yesterday. I am down a little bit in weight already and my goal is to lose 12 lbs. I only get 20 pts a day to spend on food so suffice to say the first two days were pretty painful to adjust to. I get 35 flex points a week to spend and with my squid, wine and the bad stuff I ate at BFD I'm down to only 5 pts left to spend until Thursday when they reset. I think I can make it!
Anyway, just a quick post to say I'm Okay. And thanks to C, for posting the spa suggestion. I'm going to go get another facial this week, that will definitely make me feel better! I like how my funks only last hours now instead of days. Such a vast improvement from earlier times in my life. It shows progress I guess. Oh and Dave said while the photos weren't the most flattering of me, I didn't look like a fat slob. Thanks Dave!
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