Wherever You Go There You Are
Sometimes I wonder what it's all about. What's the whole point of everything that we do from day to day? Where is it all leading? Is there that point that we get to where we say, finally, I've made it, here I am?
Each year that passes by for me I wonder that more intensly than the last year. Each year I try to improve circumstances in some way in my life to get me to this magical point where I say, ahh, that's that. If that even exists.
I used to be an impatient, quick to anger person. Sure I still have my moments but I've changed a lot over the years. I try to be a kinder more understanding person. There are times when I will get upset or angry but I will always try my best to be a good person.
The problem I face more often than not is that no matter how hard I may try I can't overcome a situation. No matter how much I put into something I'm never going to get the return out of it that I'm looking for. So I wonder, why do I always invest so much into things that aren't going to pay off for me? Maybe it's me being optimistic or hopeful. Trying to see the good in things and not look at the bad as much. I wonder though, with an attitude like that how long I will run around in circles until I figure out a way out.
I don't think I'll stop being a giver or having hope. I will continue to look for the good in things, the diamonds in the rough and with that I will hope that one day that will eventually lead me to a good place. It sounds very Pollyanna but I've always believed that if you put positive energy out you'll get positive energy back. And I don't mean that in some hippie tree hugger type of way. Just common sense is all.
Each year that passes by for me I wonder that more intensly than the last year. Each year I try to improve circumstances in some way in my life to get me to this magical point where I say, ahh, that's that. If that even exists.
I used to be an impatient, quick to anger person. Sure I still have my moments but I've changed a lot over the years. I try to be a kinder more understanding person. There are times when I will get upset or angry but I will always try my best to be a good person.
The problem I face more often than not is that no matter how hard I may try I can't overcome a situation. No matter how much I put into something I'm never going to get the return out of it that I'm looking for. So I wonder, why do I always invest so much into things that aren't going to pay off for me? Maybe it's me being optimistic or hopeful. Trying to see the good in things and not look at the bad as much. I wonder though, with an attitude like that how long I will run around in circles until I figure out a way out.
I don't think I'll stop being a giver or having hope. I will continue to look for the good in things, the diamonds in the rough and with that I will hope that one day that will eventually lead me to a good place. It sounds very Pollyanna but I've always believed that if you put positive energy out you'll get positive energy back. And I don't mean that in some hippie tree hugger type of way. Just common sense is all.
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