Small Stuff. Sweating. Nah.
So I'm sure all of you recall the drama and craziness in my life earlier this year. There was a lot going on which was impacted by the social scene and the dramatics which went on that scene. I of course was definitely responsible for a lot of that and don't want to play down my part by any means.
Because of that, I decided to change a lot of things in my life socially and start keeping to myself a lot. I kept the friends around me that had been really supportive of me and the friends that were also less involved in any crazy drama/party scenes. Of course as a result that cut out other people that may have been on the fringe as well. But that's what I needed to do to normalize things. It was a drastic enough situation that I had to be... drastic!
Anyways since then I've definitely gotten some flak. There's been some nasty emails, some uncomfortable social situations and some gossip going around. Thankfully I didn't originate any of it this time around. Also, I haven't responded to any of it. Sure it's hard sometimes when people aren't being so nice, but I've learned it's better to just let it go. Particularly in the situations where you know it's just completely pointless to do anything about it.
I mean honestly, it's hard to sit there and read mean emails or hear mean things and not write or say anything back. I'm not going to allow stuff like that to take away any of the good things going in my life or the good feelings I have right now about life. In the past this sort of stuff would have really been bad for me. But now it's just a bump in the road really. If that.
I wanted to blog about this to say hey, things are fine, really. It's okay. So, on the one hand you could say, well if it's so fine why blog about this? On the other hand, sometimes blogging is my only outlet... and honestly, none of those other people read my blog. All that ranting I did in the past? The only people reading those posts were my friends, family or complete strangers. Hey, I'm writing to have an outlet. It's a blog! That's what all this stuff is anyways. An outlet to throw out my own ramblings. Sometimes interesting, a lot of times boring.
Life shuffles on. Another day, another whatever...
Because of that, I decided to change a lot of things in my life socially and start keeping to myself a lot. I kept the friends around me that had been really supportive of me and the friends that were also less involved in any crazy drama/party scenes. Of course as a result that cut out other people that may have been on the fringe as well. But that's what I needed to do to normalize things. It was a drastic enough situation that I had to be... drastic!
Anyways since then I've definitely gotten some flak. There's been some nasty emails, some uncomfortable social situations and some gossip going around. Thankfully I didn't originate any of it this time around. Also, I haven't responded to any of it. Sure it's hard sometimes when people aren't being so nice, but I've learned it's better to just let it go. Particularly in the situations where you know it's just completely pointless to do anything about it.
I mean honestly, it's hard to sit there and read mean emails or hear mean things and not write or say anything back. I'm not going to allow stuff like that to take away any of the good things going in my life or the good feelings I have right now about life. In the past this sort of stuff would have really been bad for me. But now it's just a bump in the road really. If that.
I wanted to blog about this to say hey, things are fine, really. It's okay. So, on the one hand you could say, well if it's so fine why blog about this? On the other hand, sometimes blogging is my only outlet... and honestly, none of those other people read my blog. All that ranting I did in the past? The only people reading those posts were my friends, family or complete strangers. Hey, I'm writing to have an outlet. It's a blog! That's what all this stuff is anyways. An outlet to throw out my own ramblings. Sometimes interesting, a lot of times boring.
Life shuffles on. Another day, another whatever...
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